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Two sore arms keep me from sustained typing these days. And swimming, which is a bummer since I was really getting into it. I'm squeezing all I can out of my health insurance to remedy the pinched nerve and tendon issue, But I've returned to this spot in the orbit around the sun for the fiftieth time, and I am grateful to be counted among those who still walk and breath and talk and sing. My compas and my oldest, best friend Chris surprised me with a dinner on my bday, and Jody took me up to the mountains for a weekend by train to North Lake Tahoe. A cabin in the snow. It was the best bday ever!

Happiness truly is having someone to share it with, and that I have gotten to do so with Jody and some of the most special people in my life, over my life, I am grateful beyond words. Spending more and more time with Jody and Lindsey and the people I love matters as much as finding peace and joy and beauty in each day. I can say I have never been this relaxed, this confident, this composed, this honest about myself. I know I have a ways to go, but where I am as a person, right now, is exactly who I need to be. It is more than enough, and I only feel it more every month. 


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